thats how you see it. i took my own stance. the things ive done have just mae her sad. i havent been a great son cold and distant alot from her. she sees my eyes. shes one of only a few to see my cold eyes that im ashemed of. i cant save them so i look for repentence. its all my fault if i was never born she could have been alot happier

How can u be sure about that? Have u ever tried discussing these things with her?

no. if i said these things she would think i wanted to kill myself. my family is really loose. we are all bad people in my family. not one of of us has a puer soul like you all here

what pure soul...i have no pure soul. i don't even know what it supposed to mean. all i know is that we are all just the same. no pure soul or evil soul or whatever.no good people and bad people so you're definitely NOT a bad people,okay?
and if u said u havent been a great son cold and distant alot from ur mom,why don't u change that? be nice to her and don't distant. that will make ur family better.

ah? wat happened?

er...nothing. i was just talking to faust...

Listen to Phoenix. If u don't start making any changed NOW then how in the hell can ur family get any better?

easy by the loss of me. when i go it shall all get better. i havent been bad. i just am not there. i havent really felt like i was member. there is good and evil in this world. if you can kill without remorse then you are evil, even if its for a good cause. i know that im evil. even if i am evil i can do good. that is themessage that i want people to see

okay2...i don't know whether you're evil or not coz people has different opinion. in my opinion,evil isn't something like what u said,but in ur opinion...
Anyway,what we're talking about now is we're trying to convince u to change so ur family will get better...

I agree with Phoenix! Why must u be a martyr to the cause? Death doesn't change anything, living does.

i rest my case...

The biggest irony if u died is that nothing changed and everything still stayed the same. So, do something to get things done right!

well,if u die,things' gonna get worse i think...
so please stop saying that u're evil...or i'll send Jackal to you

what is jackal going to do to me?

As if u don't know....