arg. i am so brining depressed. i would kill myself but for some reason steel wont kill me. also im so bored. it feels like i ma dying because im all alone.

cheer up

Quick note: Gomen, minna! I'm so busy with my thesis that I haven't gone on for about a week now, and haven't visited here. I'll try to get back asap. *hugs*

Really, what is making u so fuckin' depressed?

depression's a scary thing. one famous korean actress committed suicide two days ago because of depression. everything on the news right now is almost all about her death and her depression. scary~

dont really know why i am so depressed. it feels like im not like my firends. there is no common bond anymore. my friends dont need me anymore. they have enough friends. and there is a cold empty feeling like my life is worthless.

hey... it'll b fine

Hey, u still got us here, so no need to feel depressed.

Ah! Gomen, I wasn't really reading when I wrote that reply. *points up* This was the first topic in the list then so....

Anyways...*hugs faust* Hai, you still have us, tho it may seem it ain't anything much. Net friends have a tendency to...uh...literally not be around. But still...You're NOT worhtless, ok? Never think that. You aren't.

Off-topic...sorta: Phoenix, Nix, minna-san, has anyone contacted Aya within the week? I promised to call her every week if she doesn't make contact with anyone since... demo I've been busy. *shakes head* I prolly shouldn't get into details. Just...has anyone?

I've read about suicidal pacts being popular in Japan right now...and most of the people committing it are friends over the net....

i'vef heard of it too.

thanks shiwa for talking back to me. T_T i dont know what wrong. it just feels likeim nothing. is almost like ive lost me. myseelf

well, you're not nothing. you're a somebody to some people. just because you're nobody to others, doesn't means you're toally a nobody. you are a somebody to someone.

your right im faust not nobody. but im am inside nobody. its been so long i dont remeber who i am. ive been livinghell so long its gotten t o hurt to stay awake

DON'T you ever say such depressive pesimistic words again.
DON'T

shiwa: don't worry about her. she's fine^^ she txted me last tuesday. i'm sorry i didn't tell u guys,this week is exam week n i have to stick my head to books....glad it's over now...whew...

yeah don't.. if u say it, it makes u feel more depressed!