Looks like almost all of us are trying to kill themselves or someone else.

No wonder we all get along just fine.


As much as I hate to admit it, i'm starting to get mad at my Best friend in school.

Ya see, my cousin is her classmate in a Saturday class, my cousin, let's call her A-chan, was talking to steak, let's call her G-chan.


Well, mah cousin was talking to G-chan, and well, let's say my best friend interupted her. For the least I could say. My cousin forgave her.
Then my cousin sez to her to try not to listen for a while cuz what she was gonna say to G-chan was personal. My best friend interrupts again.
This time, my cousin told her to wait a while longer.

My Best friend then throws a fit saying she wasn't wanted.

And the other time, my cousin walks by my Best friend. After A-chan passes by her, my best friend, X-chan, sez 'Hi' to her. Least my cousin do was not to reply since she wasn't in sight anymore.

X-chan then throws her hair over her shoulder then walks away with a pout.

Then on the first semester, my other friend J-chan asked X-chan if she could speak Spanish so she could practoce for her spanish class in our school.

The next thing I knew, X-chan was yelling, swearing, cursing at J-chan by YM, paper notes passed by our class to class messenger or personally. She said she couldn't understand a word J-chan was saying. *sigh*

The fight finally reach the year level pastor via text message and evidence of the paper notes. I had no more ideas what to do. I stuck up to X-chan for some reason, thinkig she was right. *sigh*

I regret it a lot, my other friends seem to accuse her of the fight since she was the one in the 1st place to allow J-chan to speak Spanish.

What should I do minna? I'm totally confused even now. I've been meeting J-chan in secret ever since. X-chan totally ignores her and makes J-chan's real name sound like a piece of crap and X-chan damns her all the time.

I need help!


Sorry for such a long post, I needed it out of my system....

Phileonis, do not, I mean DO NOT interfere for a while. I'll tell ya on the phone sometime. Right now, could you please look at both sides of the story. I don't think X-chan was telling the whole truth to us. I went under cover research via classmate and acquaintance connections and J-chan herself.

Gomen again for such a long post! Sorry!

urm... there were too many names.... so i got confused... & the long post made me feel giddy...

Sorry again, don't mind the post instead.

It sounds like X-xhan is the real trouble maker. Chances are she really wants to be the center of attention here. Ask X-chan what the hell is her problem.

You must be rather assertive and tell her that to respect other people's space and if she can't do that, then why is she your friend in the first place? If she can't respect that of another person, chances are she doesn't respect herself.

Also, for those of you wanting to kill yourselves. I've been down that road several times. It's a very uncomfortable feeling and life does suck. But what can you do? You have choices to make. You can either end it all only to find out that you could do more living but by then it would be too late or you can live for yourself now and change the world. I know it sounds corny, but that's how it is.

If life never gave us any challenges, then where's the fun in that? You don't really need other people around you as long as you're happy with yourself

i can't say anything more except agree with Mistress. and i don't understand why X-chan gets mad at J-chan,can u explain it again?

for the other,you shouldn't kill urself coz:
1.i believe God forbid us to kill ourselves
and
2.it won't feel good really. i'm sure there's still people who really cares about you and will be there for you when you're down.

as for Yue,don't worry. you're not alone. you're still have us

umm,do i sound cheesy..?

arigatou minna-san! i jus LOVE u guys!!! lemme give each of u guys a BIIIIIIIIIIIIIG HUG!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehe...

but, usually when i feel like killing myself, only 1 thing can stop me: the fantasy of microwave!!!! & Akabane-san!!!!! cos if i die, iwon't be able to enjoy microwave, manga, games, & i wont be seeing Akabane again(cos i would surely spend almost the rest of my afterlife in hell)!! & that would be the most saddest thing for meeee!!!

To phoenix: X-chan was mad at J-chan since she couldn't understand a word J-chan was saying, but in the first place, X-chan was the one who actually allowed J-chan to speak in Spanish.


To Mistress: Arigatou for the good advice, but my reason for being friends with J-chan was she wasn't like that until recently, I think 8 month ago? We've been Best friends for 3 years and she wasn't like that then.


To Yue: Yes, microwave is my only hope! I have an microwave collection and there's no way my lil sis is gonna inherit and destroy it or my parents selling it!

Yue: i love u too hwahahahahaha

Nix:thank you again for explaining,again..
o yeah,and sorry coz i can't do any help..suddenly i'm out of advice..

Yue: i have the same reason with you so as to prevent myself from commiting suicide... I understand you're feeling because I am alone in classroom....

Here's the story:

After my enrollment I was so happy that I am included in the Honor's section again after a year of being kicked out from the honor's class due to being reckless... I was so excited at that time... Until classes started. I thought that I'll be very happy. But I got disappointed. I didn't have a friend in the Honor's class. They're all so ignarant of me, just because I'm the only one who likes microwave (yup, in my class I'm the only one who likes microwave and manga)... They call me weird and childish just because I'm watching microwave... Everytime, I'm always alone... No one even bothered to know me more.... My friends are all in the non-honor's class. That's why I regret the day that I was put into the honor's class, I regret the day I worked hard to be included there again... I wish that I was put into the non-honor's class so that I'll be happy with my friends. I was really dissappointed, what I expected turned to be the opposite..... Well, what do they care if I like microwave very much? Last last week my classmates who participated in Marian Idol (dance contest) asked me to support them. I refused and said, "watching Get Backers is more important in my life than supporting you"...Then I ran happily leaving them before they could say anything... Hahaha they lost!!!

My best friend said that their ignorance should not hinder me for being happy. Because I've worked really hard to be in that group. She just told me to work harder and be patient. But my problem is, I can't stand being with them. I can't purposely fail my grade so that I'll be removed in the honor's class... That's a big no no for me...

To Nix: I am a bit confused in that too... Maybe that X-chan wants attention... Or maybe she has personal problems which made her change.. well, something like that. You should tell her what she did and tell her that it's wrong and also ask her if she have problems or something...

I love you all guys...errr....gals too! at least I have friends here in bloodyrain...hehehe. Courtesy of Dr Jackal...

My only escape too, totally!-- The net and microwave!

It's okies, Nix-chan. *huggles* Soemtimes it's good to just let it out, ne? No matter how old, cliche or so-used that may sound...

And yep, you have us, Yue-san! Though I jsut met you, we're friends, okies? And you can always tell us your problems!

Best friend bad thingy: My best friend since third grade patted my back-- sticking a note on it-- and made me walk the length or our room with everyone laughing at me for a reason I didn't know. The note read: Jologs ako ("I'm weird/someone who doesn't follow trend/crazy/etc.") Worse thing is, when I got back to my seat and discovered it, she had the guts to tell right in my face that she did it!

She wrote a letter to me back in third-grade: I'll always be your best friend and stick up for you!!! I still have that scrap of paper safely folded inside my wallet now. It's only been recently that I've really forgiven her...

lol. Sorry for the rant! Just felt like it. You know how dangerous it is for us to become bored....^^

tsk tsk..yeah,sometimes even bestfriend can be so annoying and make you wanna kill them or something..[ok,maybe 'kill' is just too harsh..]

will we slice people too when we get bored like what Jackal do when he's bored...?hmm...

you guys now what i want now?i want us all to gather somewhere in a place and then we can meet each other and see each other and etc etc etc... it must be fun..

I don't think "kill" is too harsh. *watches everyone back away from her* Hey, juz kiddin! But seriously, I didn't think it was such a bad idea back then. I planned to assassinate my entire class.

Hmm...well, I'm not sure. I'm definitely someone who easily gets bored, but I've never been with a knife in my hand (I'm fond of knives, btw. Mom locked up my favorite one tho, after I played "knife thrower" [those steaks in the circus..?] in class) so I'm not sure...

lol. That'll be totally cool. I've only met about...two...of my online friends. One, my best friend, I went to her house. And then the other-- well, we ended up taking the entrance exam for the same college at the same date!^^

Guess we can meet at microwave convention or something...we'll know each other if we cosplay the GB charas!^^ But then again...maybe not. We'd all be wanting to cosplay Akabane-san!^^

Yeah that would be really cool!!! But I guess some people here won't agree.....

Actually, I agree to shiwa!


Just imagine, a whole group, and all Akabane!

That'll make a big scene!!!